rock on.
the camp was...fun when u do tons of stupid stuff, see tons of funny stuff, play stupid games like inventing "slick" dance moves.
upsetting when u realise ur wavelength is not always similar to the ppl around.
touching when u see a freshie cry.
confusing when u have no idea howta talk to ppl.
melt-ti-fiable when the hottest guy strips to speedos. (wootsie, bhahahahaha. and we all got to shake his hand for god knows wad reasons)
exhilarating when ppl actually believe im korean/american/singaporean.
shiokness when u get to drink yummy beer. (san miguels was like HEAVEN)
emo especially when the clock strikes two and ur dead tired.
made me start to realise who i am as a person,
and how important/ fortunate i am to have friends who accept me for who i am.
thats why im uberly glad to have certain ppl in my life.
and its been long since i had a good talk with the boyfriend.
and like what von said, it isnt the talk about our future and all, its just the sort of talks i have with ppl like her, heyuan, the trio, talia, miao.
and im afraid i would lose whatever emotions i have right now about the thoughts going thru my head.
its been hard.
knowing that u really love the person, but just being constantly away.
so talk to me when ur back ok. :)
u think ur loving but u dont love me.
rahhhh
12:18 AM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
the one.
the camp was tiring, thought provoking, and fun at times.:)
i realised that i really do not need to be surrounded by mountain loads of friends, for those that i have now are pretty much the ones i really love, trust and would depend upon.
rahhhh
12:07 AM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
a gulpful of confidence liquor.
im kinda afraid of my stagnancy.the undecided pol sci or socio major.
the smile more open my half closed eyes failure.
the sliding cap.
the better maintain it at a second upper pressure.
the what am i going to do in the future, since i dont think i wld prob have the luck to be a karen cheng/ housewife future.
the sewing classes that are so near yet so far.
the o my i better be smiley during arts camp factor.
the my room is in a horrible mess but im procastinating issue.
the i need moolah for hongkong.
the how on earth did i lose my specs at home factor.
the gosh my retainers were washed down the toilet bowl by my mum problem.
the boyfriend might not stay in singapore worry.
and yet all these are all problems which are kinda like not solvable instantly. which worries me to no end.
ok fine the pack the room thing is solvable.
but with a 9-5 office job, a k2 kid, and a lazy streak, i doubt the room will ever be cleared.
ok fine (x2), i will prob get down to clearing it before the boyfriend comes home, i still have a ahem leftover image to uphold infront of him.
the sewing classes, argh! i cant make up my mind.
o heck i shld just go.
fine.
o dressesssssss o dresssessssssss galore.
my fav musically song for the time being, it irritates tan heyuan to no end though.
("im going to the zoo zoo zoo!")
and prob yvonne after i sing this to her LATER.
*dont ppl feel urges to break into a musically-way-ly song while walking and talking.
i do.
anyways, bout the trip to zoo. i was feeling ant-like. and the da xiangs were uberly pretttttyyyyyyyyy. so were the tapirs. and the giraffes. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
I feel pretty,
Oh, so pretty,
I feel pretty and witty and gayyyy!
And I pity
Any girl who isn't me todayyyyy.
(lalalalalalalalala)
I feel charming,
Oh, so charming
It's alarming how charming I feel!
And so pretty
That I hardly can believe I'm real.
(lalalalalalalalala)
See the pretty girl in that mirror there:
(what mirror where)
Who can that attractive girl be?
(who which one where)
Such a pretty face,
Such a pretty dress,
Such a pretty smile,
Such a pretty me!
I feel stunning
And entrancing,
Feel like running and dancing for joy,
For I'm loved
By a pretty wonderful boy!
rahhhh
3:14 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
For Once in My Life
For once in my life
I won't let sorrow hurt me
Not like it's hurt me before,
For once I've got someone
I know won't desert me
'Cause I'm not alone anymore
For once I can say
This is mine, you can't take it
As long as I've got love
I know I can make it
For once in my life
I've got someone who needs me
*cause its been a year and 8 months.
o my its reaching two.
and im glad ure still mine.
:)
rahhhh
12:50 AM
Sunday, June 01, 2008
i'll look after you.
o wells,the twins are going on their european trip soon, meaning no extra income days.
its scary how u realise how lack of material possessions u own in contrast to the rich.
anyways.
i hope everything works out in the end.
